2011-12-30

[T] Something about you.

Sure, I love you.
I won’t pretend - I won’t hide it - I won’t deny it - I won’t lie… I do…
Everything just feels natural… not fairy tale magical or anything of the sort… just real…

I never really got to appreciate it until I started to lose that feeling, and I wish I’d have realized it sooner. You mean the world to me; you always have and you always will. Maybe I should have ignored it and tried to move on… walk away and finally get to see things differently… the way everyone says I should have… but I couldn’t face myself if I did.

I made a promise that I’d be there for you forever, and that’s a promise I’ll never break.

2011-12-29

[T] Now

I don't understand time.
Where it comes from.. where it goes..
People constantly search for the right time to say or do something.
There is never a right time.
There is no right or wrong time.
There is only now.
And every second you take to anticipate what comes next..
You lose the present moment.
Countless precious seconds lost.
The present moment offers you freedom -
the ability to just live, without limitations..
the choice to go wherever you wish..
this feeling that things are in your control.

So what do we do now? You're free to decide.

2011-12-28

[T] Time

When is the right time? I could say it now.. or in a year.. or five.. -- but will it ever be right? Things won't be the same between you and I.. no matter how we try to make it work.. and I'm learning to accept that. I'm always going to love you.. and that will stay the same. But this whole world we built together, it'll always change. We'll just keep building until the tower falls. And when it does, we'll sit in the remnants of this great escape we created and laugh at another well-executed failure. Because we all live to make mistakes. So why not enjoy them? I don't want this to last forever, in all honesty, because I know it won't. Every story has an ending. But for now, can we just work at it slowly.. one page a time?