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If only I had known...

You'd become a different person. You'd pretend you were someone else to gain the approval of others. You'd treat me like less of a person when I was probably one of the ONLY people that was always there for you. You'd turn your back on me, on our friendship. You'd break my heart and watch it shatter. You'd fight me until I cried. You'd insult me. You'd let me bleed it out. You'd let me suffer. You'd destroy me and act like it had never happened.

If only I had known how much this would hurt.

Then maybe I'd have somewhere to start trying to make it better.